I found you when I least expect it. I feel warm and cosy around you. It is a mix of respect, honesty, trust, admiration, physical attraction and friendship.
You encourage me to follow my dreams and to conquer my fears. I like the way you care about me. You always make sure if I’m safe, but you don’t smother me. I can be myself with you. I can be goofy and serious at the same time. You understand me like no one else.
The few times we have been together we have shared many special and eternal moments.
I will always remember this moment. On a cold winter morning, right after we woke up, you look into my sleepy eyes and said “You are so beautiful” in the most sincere way I have ever heard from someone. You melted my heart right there.
It is the wrong time. I am not ready. You are not ready. We are both afraid of hurting each other. At this moment I won’t be able to make you happy as you deserve. I’m too complicated and messed up.
I am a romantic dreamer. I believe in happy endings. I hope one day we have our chance to be happy together.
Sonny: “Everything will be all right in the end. If it is not all right then it is not yet the end.“
From the movie The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel (2011)
Photo taken by Cláudia Mendes in Quinta da Regaleira, Sintra, Portugal, November 2012. I can see the bright light in the end of the tunnel.